Wednesday, August 11, 2010
I'm really so so so damn upset!
You just don't know how i feel!
I feel so down after talking to you, texting you.
Yes, I'm stubborn bla bla.
You don't know the reason why I doesn't wanna give up!
Have you ever ask me, why?
I'm so not gg leak it to you still, I'll still keep it to myself for the time being.
Scold me, yes!
Go ahead, Vent everything at me!
It's all my fault, not listening to you and reconsider a back up dates!
Sigh!
It's not i don't want!
I know there's still a lil hope here and i don't wanna give up you know!
The date meant alot to me?
YES IT IS!
Applied leave, it's already approve! and i don't have much leave left! ):
It's mine and ours big day!
I totally sacrifice my 21st!
I don't fancy all parties and stuff, just wanna celeb our 1st together with you!
I really wish i could.
Crossing my finger every moment telling myself,
Yes! You're booking out over the weekends.
I know you'll read my post,
If you do, I'm really sorry!
Sorry for me being unreasonable, stubborn with my decision.
I just wanna see you smile again, baby!
Let's look positive,
I believe it will work it out!